is fucking awesome.
- Vampire Weekend
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failureishappy- June 10th, 2009
- all is well (not)
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- failureishappy
- February 27th, 2009
peaceful
there used to be definition, but I lie here, my bones like jelly, read to be trampled over. There is no shape anymore, the decay makes it unrecognizable. I've become nothing but a freeform existence that will uniformly take shape and give way to the stretch, twists, and strains that are associated with fitting oneself. The structure has disappeared.
it's like a good shirt without the mannequin. it's just cloth on the floor after that, and it will be stepped on with no regard until somebody has the decency to give it even the smallest temporary support, like a hanger, to a real body. the real body is proud of the shirt, excited for it, and may even find it timeless. It's a one of a kind item, and you and that shirt fit perfectly. You don't know what you've deemed undesirable. You may give that shirt away, and see it on another person. Maybe, it'll look better on that person. Or you'll realize that the shirt was great, it's better on you, but what can you do? It's tough to get items back on demand, especially if its well loved by the other.
I am insulted. You don't have any idea how much I try to add excitement and adventure, within our constraints. It's difficult if there are only 4 locations to go to, 2 require money and 2 have little or no activities. A suggestion of mine is always accepted, but rarely do I hear a word from you. It's become a one man operation. There is no other explanation as to why I have all the directions, why I study up on the locations, and how I'm left with deciding. Don't say I was boring if you couldn't make an effort to lead me around once in a while, or take the initiative to introduce me to new things more often. Show me a good time within our constraints and I'll show you how difficult it can get. That's something the cloth must give way to.The cloth is now with the wind. It can fly far off to another place, or the wind can simply direct it back to you. Maybe somebody already caught it.This is why I wish I understood your train of thought. Maybe then could this be saved... or maybe this is fate?My name is Jen, and I'm a heartbroken teenagerEDIT: I understand now, and I will gladly wait for you for as long as it takes. Good luck :)fuck it, giving up is what i'm good at and give up I shall. Cause in the end, life is a bitch, and mine is fucked like one :D
- Random Thoughts #01
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- failureishappy
- January 24th, 2009
thoughtful
Failure is Happy :)
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I need to fall asleep less during class
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Saturday Morning Soundtrack should be the soundtrack to my life
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Vodka
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I think I've found the button, but the question is to push it or not
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Never make the same mistake twice: A concept I'm unable to grasp
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Where the fuck is my CUNY acceptance E-Mail?
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Love
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Bacon & Eggs: The Breakfast of greasy-ass champions
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I wish I had a soundtrack to my life. A song for every situation.
Maybe I should find that lame survey thing where you find the "soundtrack to your life" via library shuffle
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Junk
- fucking blue screen... standby BITCH!
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- failureishappy
- January 19th, 2009
frustrated
New layout featuring the amazing actor, Adrien Brody <3
(I have a strange taste in celebrities, shut up)
BUT what I'm concerned with currently is... why the blue border?!
I've gone through the code so many times and still don't understand why the blue border is just sitting there. It mocks me. I yelled at the border to just GTFO but... the thing won't budge!
Thanks Mr. Koch for that entire year of Webdesign. I SURE learned alot from it :D
SLGJDLGKJ TFA. I dropped my open faced PB&J bagel topping-side down onto my plate.
EDIT::
The border is gone! I'm happy now <3 :)
- Haiku #01: Peanut Butter & Sweet Relish
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- failureishappy
- January 12th, 2009
cheerful
Oh, Peanut Butter!
You are Nutty and so Creamy
But I bought Chunky
The crunchy peanuts
Stick to the roof of my mouth
Need a drink with that
My Friend, Sweet Relish
Your jar is hard to open
I Struggled and cried
You twisted open
The Green Pickle and Onion
Goop looks back at me
Upon a Bagel
Spread together like Lovers
Hello, Congealed mess!
In the Internet
Many Say this is Quite Good
I must taste this now
"Here it goes" I thought
I was slightly Skeptical
But I took a bite
I Jizzed in my Pants
"This is pretty good you know,
These flavors combined"
I finished the bitch
Congratulated myself
And wrote a Haiku
I had Cereal
Before eating this weird thing
YAY, Pepto Bismol!
- So...
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- failureishappy
- January 2nd, 2009
sleepy
Here I am again in this place called livejournal.
An internet site which I initially thought I'd be on forever, until I pretty much stopped... and now started again. It's a vicious cycle of blogging.
New Years Resolutions:
1. Get a Job
2. Not fail any classes (aka AP Physics)
3. Get my drivers license (it's a shame I fail at driving and parking)
4. Arm Fat: GTFO D:
5. Work on my social skills (awkward conversations FTL)
gawd this thing is old >_>
- whttup bitches
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- failureishappy
- February 2nd, 2007
that's right. I'm starting livejournal again.
mainly because I haven't made a layout for it in a long-ass time... and I really REALLY want to.
world of blogging, here I come! again! for like, the 6th time!
har di har har har
- I'm Moving
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- failureishappy
- July 25th, 2006
To Blogspot.
It's not that I don't like livejournal or anything, but-
... wait, yeah that's it.
http://thatrandomblog.blogspot.com
- Bah.
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- failureishappy
- July 19th, 2006
- hmmm
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- failureishappy
- July 16th, 2006
Bah. Nothing new lately. Same boring life as usual, same boring windsor as always, same OMGNOWI'MOBSESSEDWITH _insert band/artist here_ as it normally is.
... HOLY FUCK. PROJECT RUNWAY LSKDGJ:SLDKGJ:LKDJ:LGKJS:DLGJ LOVE ♥
MALAN IS THE SHIT *points to icon*
that is all
