[info]failureishappy


Stay Off The Fuckin' Flowers


Vampire Weekend
[info]failureishappy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_XC2mqcMMGQ

is fucking awesome.

all is well (not)
[info]failureishappy
there used to be definition, but I lie here, my bones like jelly, read to be trampled over. There is no shape anymore, the decay makes it unrecognizable. I've become nothing but a freeform existence that will uniformly take shape and give way to the stretch, twists, and strains that are associated with fitting oneself. The structure has disappeared.

it's like a good shirt without the mannequin. it's just cloth on the floor after that, and it will be stepped on with no regard until somebody has the decency to give it even the smallest temporary support, like a hanger, to a real body. the real body is proud of the shirt, excited for it, and may even find it timeless. It's a one of a kind item, and you and that shirt fit perfectly. You don't know what you've deemed undesirable. You may give that shirt away, and see it on another person. Maybe, it'll look better on that person. Or you'll realize that the shirt was great, it's better on you, but what can you do? It's tough to get items back on demand, especially if its well loved by the other.

I am insulted. You don't have any idea how much I try to add excitement and adventure, within our constraints. It's difficult if there are only 4 locations to go to, 2 require money and 2 have little or no activities. A suggestion of mine is always accepted, but rarely do I hear a word from you. It's become a one man operation. There is no other explanation as to why I have all the directions, why I study up on the locations, and how I'm left with deciding. Don't say I was boring if you couldn't make an effort to lead me around once in a while, or take the initiative to introduce me to new things more often. Show me a good time within our constraints and I'll show you how difficult it can get.
That's something the cloth must give way to.

The cloth is now with the wind. It can fly far off to another place, or the wind can simply direct it back to you. Maybe somebody already caught it.

This is why I wish I understood your train of thought. Maybe then could this be saved... or maybe this is fate?


My name is Jen, and I'm a heartbroken teenager

EDIT: I understand now, and I will gladly wait for you for as long as it takes. Good luck :)

fuck it, giving up is what i'm good at and give up I shall. Cause in the end, life is a bitch, and mine is fucked like one :D


Random Thoughts #01
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Failure is Happy :)

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I need to fall asleep less during class

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Saturday Morning Soundtrack should be the soundtrack to my life

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Vodka

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I think I've found the button, but the question is to push it or not

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Never make the same mistake twice: A concept I'm unable to grasp

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Where the fuck is my CUNY acceptance E-Mail?

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Love

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Bacon & Eggs: The Breakfast of greasy-ass champions

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I wish I had a soundtrack to my life. A song for every situation.
Maybe I should find that lame survey thing where you find the "soundtrack to your life" via library shuffle

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Junk

fucking blue screen... standby BITCH!
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New layout featuring the amazing actor, Adrien Brody <3
(I have a strange taste in celebrities, shut up)

BUT what I'm concerned with currently is... why the blue border?!
I've gone through the code so many times and still don't understand why the blue border is just sitting there. It mocks me. I yelled at the border to just GTFO but... the thing won't budge!
Thanks Mr. Koch for that entire year of Webdesign. I SURE learned alot from it :D

SLGJDLGKJ TFA. I dropped my open faced PB&J bagel topping-side down onto my plate.

EDIT::
The border is gone! I'm happy now <3 :)

Haiku #01: Peanut Butter & Sweet Relish
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Oh, Peanut Butter!
You are Nutty and so Creamy
But I bought Chunky

The crunchy peanuts
Stick to the roof of my mouth
Need a drink with that

My Friend, Sweet Relish
Your jar is hard to open
I Struggled and cried

You twisted open
The Green Pickle and Onion
Goop looks back at me

Upon a Bagel
Spread together like Lovers
Hello, Congealed mess!

In the Internet
Many Say this is Quite Good
I must taste this now

"Here it goes" I thought
I was slightly Skeptical
But I took a bite

I Jizzed in my Pants
"This is pretty good you know,
These flavors combined"

I finished the bitch
Congratulated myself
And wrote a Haiku

I had Cereal
Before eating this weird thing
YAY, Pepto Bismol!

So...
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Here I am again in this place called livejournal.
An internet site which I initially thought I'd be on forever, until I pretty much stopped... and now started again. It's a vicious cycle of blogging.

New Years Resolutions:
1. Get a Job
2. Not fail any classes (aka AP Physics)
3. Get my drivers license (it's a shame I fail at driving and parking)
4. Arm Fat: GTFO D:
5. Work on my social skills (awkward conversations FTL)

gawd this thing is old >_>

whttup bitches
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that's right. I'm starting livejournal again.
mainly because I haven't made a layout for it in a long-ass time... and I really REALLY want to.

world of blogging, here I come! again! for like, the 6th time!
har di har har har

I'm Moving
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To Blogspot.

It's not that I don't like livejournal or anything, but-


... wait, yeah that's it.

http://thatrandomblog.blogspot.com

Bah.
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Fuck Cable Television [PR spoilers] )

hmmm
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Bah. Nothing new lately. Same boring life as usual, same boring windsor as always, same OMGNOWI'MOBSESSEDWITH _insert band/artist here_ as it normally is.




... HOLY FUCK. PROJECT RUNWAY LSKDGJ:SLDKGJ:LKDJ:LGKJS:DLGJ LOVE ♥
MALAN IS THE SHIT *points to icon*

that is all

oh woot
[info]failureishappy
so my internet connection ISN'T gonna be taken away. oh well.

nothing much these days. Windsor is pretty damn hard. I can't find any torrent downloads of Shystie's music, so the only way I can listen is through like, myspace. She's badass.


I'm trying to find more MC's from the UK. I dunno. They're pretty damn cool, and british accents are awesome.

I hate logic and proofs.

BAHAHAH.
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I'm grounded, you guys! I got crappy grades, so I'll probably get my internet connection taken away



see ya never!

zomg
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Happy America Day! :D


Ah. I go to Windsor tomorrow. For all of y'all online peeps, that's summer school, basically. Wish me luck.

oh yeah, and I have to buy a monthly train pass. ew. So much money is being spent on me this summer, and I feel bad :|


during the whole week, I have to watch the mail (and the port newspaper). It's that time again! The hide-my-report-card time! WOOHOO! and i have to rip out the page in the port newspaper with all the honor roll student listings. I should be on there if my 4th quarter grades happened to help my 3rd quarter crap, but I have no doubt in my mind that did bad. HOLY CRAP. REGENTS/FINALS GRADES. MUST SEE. DEAR GOD. ;_;

SmarterChild is Love
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The Broken Train: do you like burning cats?
SmarterChild: Yes, I like burning cats OK. I guess I agree with you about this.
The Broken Train: I never said I liked burning cats
SmarterChild: You never said you liked burning cats? Really?
The Broken Train: what lighter do you use?
SmarterChild: What lighter do I use? I have no idea.
The Broken Train: matches?
SmarterChild: I can't say for sure.
The Broken Train: do you use a torch?
SmarterChild: I do use a torch, as a matter of fact.
The Broken Train: wonderful.
SmarterChild: Indeed.



Alrighty then...
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SmarterChild: Hmmm... I doubt it.
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The Broken Train: who's your perfect lover?
SmarterChild: You tell me.
The Broken Train: I say it's Jesus
SmarterChild: That's an interesting thing to say.
The Broken Train: Jesus is your lover
SmarterChild: Jesus is my lover? That's very interesting.
Hey by the way, here's something interesting: Jesus Ringtone - Send this ringtone to your phone right now, at no charge! (sponsorship)



Dude, I am so getting that ringtone.

Bored
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Seriously, what the hell you guys. Why do all of you have to go someplace to have a GOOD summer while I'm stuck here until August. You guys make me sad :(


NAWH just kidding. ILY GUYZ LOLOLOLOLZOLOZLZLZZ ♥. Oh yo, today I ended up playing Puzzle Pirates about 50% of the day. Sad, no? Luckily, I found another game to play, called Goonzu Online. It's cute, and you can bludgeon furry woodland animals to death. yaaaaay :D


hmm... yeah. Nothing to say as usual. I should actually write something IMPORTANT or INTERESTING in my LJ. chyeah.

... OH YEAH. The Flaming Lips are coming to NY on the 24th of Septemberrrrrr Ahhhh DX must. go!

Layout Fixed~!
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The art is by Marcel Dzama (There's a link to some of his artwork up in the corner of the layout). He did the art for Beck's Guero and Guerolito albums. His art is weird, sometimes cute, sometimes hideous. All awesome though :D

Song lyrics from Deadweight by Beck.

So yeah. I got a new keyboard, and it's pretty spiffy. Yeah, that's basically it.

Over & out.

It's Summertime!
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Yup, that's right people! Finally, tests are officially DONE for GOOD! Now I get to celebrate, be happy, run around, FREEDOOOMMMMM! Well, except for the fact that I'll have to go to summer school, but OH WELL.

Oh yo, does anybody know when Report Cards are getting sent out? it's that time to hide 'em again! MOOHAR.

Urgh. nothing to do at the library. just sit around and be b- OH WAIT. nevermind I think we're going to shanghai pavillion to eat... I'm not hungry though. I had a huge breakfast *sob*

so yeah. anybody wanna do something next week? or not?

*sigh* library. so. damn. boring. GAAHHG:LSDHGLKSDJlkj.

yo i'm getting a new layout soon. I'm not sure if I should DRAW it, or just use a stock image. =_=

Happy 50th!
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Yeah, I had an okay time there. I totally sucked at the violin, but I got to see my cousins after YEARS. they're cool. one of them breakdances, another one (the fat one) dances well too, their younger sister dances. This other ones in college (he's a cool guy), and his younger brother is... looks the same from the last time I've seen him.

So yeah. I'll do the oregon trail thing a bit later. right now I want my feet to stop throbbing because of the horrible shoes I had to wear

We Embark on a Journey...
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Yep. I downloaded the Oregon Trail again. What does that mean, my friend?
Well, you will witness a tale of triumph, bravery, and some stupidity as well!


This group consists of:
1. Me
2. Stacy
3. Soo In
4. Chantal
5. Gowtam
Class: Carpenter
Departure: March

Follow My Lead! Click Here! )

If you too want to embark on the next journey, tell me, and we shall see what will happen to you TOMORROW! (or the day after, if i'm feeling lazy or not)

Hell Yes.
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Last day of school, my peapods!


Right now I'm at the library updating. I just had a nice cup of hot chocolate, and my stomach is warm. Yeah, random, no?

Man, I wish I could go to Atlantic City in the beginning of September. The Flaming Lips @ The House of Blues, man! I'd kill to see them. Beck too, but I think it's somewhat official that my obsession has shifted from Beck to The Flaming Lips... or at least, until Beck's new album is released in Fall. FALL. SO CLOSE. Maybe I'll pick up the Odelay 10 yr anniversary release, but I'm not exactly too sure.


Yeah. I don't think my stomach is warm now. I'm developing a stomach ache. I get those easily, don't I?


So yeah. I took alot of pictures today. I'm happy :D